Mon, 06 Mar 2023 05:19:01 +0000

6 years…. One way ticket back to South America and it was all over. I was only 14. He was 20. I guess the age difference is what really grabbed my attention and made the relationship a bit more exciting for me. Well I wouldn’t quite call it a relationship at least not in the beginning. I could still remember the shivers and goosebumps I first experienced when we had planned to meet up. It was a hidden relationship. I was living in a household with strictly over protective parents and two younger siblings who at the time were a pain in the fucken ass. So of course it had to be hidden must i remind the age gap in between us and the thought of my parents finding out about us scared the shit out of me. Ernest my very true first love. He said “ come on Gigi” short for Genevieve that’s me that’s my name. “Just show me how much you love me” he said, at that time I knew all about sex already I was 14. sex education was very practical about sex in middle school so of course I knew what to expect to loose my virginity to someone who was 6 yrs older than me. I was convinced I was ready, which I was, but it was not going to be that day. I mean all my friends were being sexually active it was a pretty normal thing to do right ? I was old enough already I was a freshmen in high school anyways might as well and I was in love with Ernest I knew what I wanted and it was him. I loved him so much even if it meant watching him talk to other girls in front of me and on Facebook too. I was blindly in love with him I didn’t care if he cheated. You know things were pretty solid serious with Ernest he eventually met my family and we started for real dating even though my mom was against it at first. She hated him she even threaten to call the cops on him before they approved of him dating me. Which up until this day she was in every right I was underage. I dated Ernest for 3 years straight taking in all the fights and cheating and emotional damage and all the distress he caused me by wanting to be with me sexually and I stayed because I loved him.